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Archive for March 2009

I hope everyone is doing well.

I decided that over the next couple of weeks I’m going to start highlighting some of my favorite people and why they are mean so much to me.  It’s gonna get a little sappy, but it’s also going to give some insight into who I am — after all “birds of a feather flock together”, right?

I’m also gonna start doing some more music posts. Music is so much a part of my everyday existence that it only seems right.

I’ve been slacking on my blogging and I feel bad about it (even though I really shouldn’t…)

Anyhoo, I hope you have a great weekend! I plan to!

– Boog.

They say that people come into you life for a reason. A year ago, after 27 years of not being present, my father came into my life. Soon followed by my brothers, step-mom, sister-in-law and nephew. I wondered to myself “why”. I didn’t have the answer then and I don’t have the answer now. What I do know is that this introduction has been the best thing that has ever happened to my life. Meeting my family has put so much into perspective. And now so even more.

Last week, I found out that my father sick. When he told me, I was devastated. He just sounded so weak and sad when he delivered the news to me, but the one thing he said that brought him joy and happiness (and I could hear it in his voice) was the fact that my brothers and I were bonding and building a relationship with each other. It made him feel like everything will be alright, no matter what happens. At that moment, every emotion came rushing at me – and I broke down. Seeing him on Saturday, thinner than our last visit, was hard. His spirits just weren’t what they once were. I could tell my step-mom was stressed but she tried not to show it.

For most of the day Sunday, I was preety much out of it. Deep in thought, thinking about so much and so little all at the same time. That is, until I checked my voicemail. My dad called to say that things didn’t look as bad as his doctor originally thought. He is still sick, but thank God for an early diagnosis. I’ll find out more on his treatment plan this weekend.

My dad being sick has made me realize that they is a reason for everything that happens in life, sometimes the answer will be reavealed, and sometimes it’s not. But you just have to trust that God knows what he’s doing.

Be blessed and have a great weekend!

– Boog

You ever just feel like you should be doing more with you life?

I know I do…and that’s how I’m feeling these days.

Don’t get it twisted. I’m not depressed or anything.

I’m quite happy with my life right now.  I have a great family and a great group of friends around me, who no matter how crazy they are, I wouldn’t trade them for anything!

I guess I just feel like there’s something else that I should be doing.

Hmm…I wonder what though?


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